5/10/11 Choppy Waters

Feel like I have been around the world in last 3 days.  Sunday road over to St. Louis, had Mother's Day dinner with Jeremy and Family. Spent the night, had to be at Dr.'s office by 11:00 a.m., Dr. Office for 3 hrs. trying to decide which way they were going to treat me to keep this in remission.  Finally decided that I would have 4 more Chemo Treatments.  Left Dr. Office and had 1st of Treatments over at Barnes yesterday, 3 others to be done at Vincennes over next 3 days, them Friday have growth factor shot with blood work at Vincennes, may have to have Blood and Platelets by Friday.  Then yesterday after the Treatment at Barnes saw a Dermotoligist and had Skin Cancer removed from Right Hand.  Not so pleasant experience.  We left Barnes at 7:00 p.m. arrived home around 11:00 p.m.  Long, long day and then an almost all day experience at Vincennes getting Treatment.  I am pooped, and I feel like I live out of the car. I just want a day to veg out at home, no where to be and no one to poke and prod me.  What little strength I was gaining seems to be going backwards this week.  I just want to get done and be able to spend some time at home.  Shouldn't complain, I am still able to do it all and stay upright.  This will get better, soon hopefully God.