4/21/11 NOT SO GOOD BUT NOT SO BAD

STARTED OUT TO BE ONE OF THOSE JUST REGULAR DAYS, EXCEPT IT WAS JIM'S BIRTHDAY.  NOW WITH ALL OF THIS GOING ON I DID NOT HAVE TIME TO GO OUT AND FIND THE PERFECT GIFT.  FIGURED I WOULD MAKE IT UP TO HIM SOMETIME LATER.  HOWEVER HIS BIRTHDAY PRESENT WAS DELIVERED RIGHT HERE AT THE FOOT OF MY BED,  IN WALKED THIS LITTLE BITTY DR, I  KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU OUT THERE DON'T BELIEVE IN ANGELS, BUT I SURE DO.  SHE SAID MRS. NOLAN YOU ARE IN REMISSION.  NOW I JUST HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT I LOST IT NOT SOBBING BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD STOP BREATHING.  SINCE THE BEGINNING OF ALL OF THIS I TOLD YOU THERE HAS BEEN NO PEACE.  ALWAYS FELT LIKE SOMETHING WAS NEEDING TO BE DONE, OR PAPERWORK, OR JUST WORRYING, A HUGH PART OF THAT LIFTED TONIGHT, I KNOW I HAVE MOUNTAINS TO CROSS BUT THAT LITTLE ANGEK LIFTED ME UP AND MADE THE JOURNEY EASIER.