This has been one of those uneventful days when just the usual went on. Still having fevers, up and down, but am assured I am right where I should be. Today we had our first slight increase of the blood levels. Every little gain is what we want right now.
I'v been thinking about the meaningless stuff that comes out of our mouths. While I was first diagnoised I started to notice how most people never know what comes out their mouths. Most everyone will ask "How Are You" but do they ever really want to know? I would find myself looking at them and wondering if the realized what just came out their mouth. I wanted to say just once, I'm not fine in fact I am very Ill, but no on has the time to really listen. Next time someone asks "How are You", try and put some meaning in your response. Start watching what words spill out of our mouth.
gosh Linda, I am sooo guilty of this but I truly do care about you. I guess I'm groping for all the good news I can get and I unconsciencely filter out the bad. I need to listen much much more. I will do better. And I truly do want to know "how you are" when I ask. I hope today has been a good day for you! I have no idea what you are going through but I can slightly imagine the fear you endure on a daily/hourly basis. I want to make it all go away and be all better for you. The only way I know how is to keep praying for you and spreading the word for others to pray for you. I know it's helping!!
ReplyDeleteLove you and praying for you lots... BFF....Carol