Today has been so much better. I only got sick once, had my shower, walked 1 mile in halls and feel so.....much better than this time yesterday. A Communion Minister come in for daily Communion, was so nice. We prayed the Our Father and so may things came to me during that. "They Will Be Done", how true, his will will be done and I must accept this. Also, "forgive us our traspassers, as we forgive them", I have realized for quite some time now that I must let go of about a dozen or so of my trespassers, maybe they didn't even intend to do wrong against me and I just took it that way, however, I have carried a bad spot in my heart for them for so long. I wish I could name them so they would know what I consider to be their bad but I won't do that, God and I know. And if they did do me wrong and don't repent the Devil will do my dirty work for me. I certainly have done myself NO good to carry around bad feelings about them and it is not my job to decide if they feel badly about what went on. I know that they will come to the place I am at someday and have to deal with their own demons. Good luck to them, it is a wonderful place to be.
I told my husband on the way over here on Sunday, if I die tomorrow, I have had and done it all, I have wonderful kids and Grandkids and I wouldn't want to do anything differently with any other people. What more is there in life. If I get lots more time than I know to spend it wisely for any time is too.....short. Can't stress enough how you must tell your love one's how much you love them, even when you sometimes are so bad you could hit, just turn it around and hug them or tell them you love them, life's too short to wait. I wish I had done more, but I'm alive today and none of us is promised tomorrow, so do it today. Someone gave me this saying years ago and we all should live by it. "Yesterday is a cancelled check, Tomorrow is a Promissory Note, Today is Cash, spend it wisely". How true. Have a good day, I intend to.
So glad you had a good day today. Keeping you in my prayers.....
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